As I’ve been working on this new book – Saving The Inner Child – I keep having moments of deep revelation. The latest one came to me this morning after watching, of all things, an episode of Boston Legal on TV last night. That and the altercation I had with the man in Tescos the other day.
I’ve been a victim of bullying all my life.
My parents bullied me, two of my husbands bulled me, people generally bully me, why because I let them. I’m so glad I’ve finally cottoned on. It helps me make sense of why the same patterns of behaviour have happened, over and over. Especially with Mum. She bullied me, told lies, said cruel hurtful things, and I let her. So she kept doing it. The worm has finally woken up. I don’t know if it’s turned yet. I’ll have to wait and see.
...and then a beautiful butterfly will be born.
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