I haven’t felt this shattered since, well never really.
I have bruises on my bruises and the house looks like
Steptoe’s junk yard. I can hardly get to the kettle.
It hasn’t been an easy ride. One big problem is that I hadn’t
realised how little storage space there is in the kitchen. There’s not enough
room for even half my stuff. That would be fine IF I could store the excess in the
garage but that’s had to take a n awful lot of my ex’s precious possessions (90%
rubbish IMO)
Monday was the main removal day. It snowed. Then chucked it down with rain. Then it didn’t
all get done so went over to the next day for the garden pots and yet more of
John’s bits and pieces.
That night I slept not a wink. First I listened to the
rivers of rain cascading from my gutters (more holes than several sieves), then
when the rain stopped, I heard a sound like a drip then another drip, maybe 20
seconds later. The boiler kept coming on too which as it‘s in the room I was trying
to sleep in, didn’t help. Eventually I found the source of the problem. The boiler
was leaking. I wouldn’t have minded so much but the woman who sold me the house
has put a large metal bowl under the leak so obviously knew there was a
problem. The bowl was full and had overflowed on to the floor.
Luckily I was able to call British Gas who fixed it,
eventually, but I will have to pay.
There have been other problems too. I can’t use the front
door as it’s so hard to open/shut. The kitchen door which is made of wood has
swollen so much, it takes two, strong men to open it. Result, I have to come
into the house via the conservatory which would be fine if the door from the
conservatory to the house worked, which it doesn’t….
The woman who sold the house to me tried to fob me off, more or less implying that I must have broken
the doors, and saying that she’d said something about the boiler (she hadn’t).
You might think I regret moving, but I don’t. In a funny
kind of way it’s good that there are
things wrong as then I will have to fix them. In my last house, there were large areas I
didn’t decorate at all in the three years, four months I was there. Now I’m so annoyed with the daft woman who
sold me this place (long story which I refuse to bore anyone with) that it’s
made me determined to change everything here, as soon as possible. I’ll have to
recover first though. …..
I've just finished clearing and cleaning the old house ready for the new people - the sale completes tomorrow, the 22nd of March. That will be exactly one year
since my mother died.
It’s been a truly
memorable year. A year that’s caused me so much pain and grief I will never
forget it but now the good times are coming.
I can’t wait.